profile links tagboard If you're staring at this, hello earth and all that inhabits it. Welcome to my personal ranting space in the cyberworld. That's why I don't own diaries.

Honestly, I lose more and more hope everyday talking to you. I reproached myself for whatever happened. Really. Time won't turn itself back, and the only thing to do right is to amend my mistakes and learn from them.

HAPPY FIRST JULY ^_^

Maybe it's true what you said. I'm pathetic. I'm such a pathetic loser. And I still remember.

:'(

Your words made me crumble but they're also my source of motivation. Ironically.

I guess I've never made anyone proud. Not myself, even.

Hey guys. I'm back! *cricket sounds
Heh cause it's been forever since I logged into blogger and I doubt anyone visits this site anymore. Life's been tough. Struggling, but still surviving. Other than being drowned in heaps of homework, I'm fine. And I'm lying hahaha.

Anyway, I can't believe I'm leaving Nan Chiau this year. Like OMGWTFBBQ, it feels like it was just a few weeks ago that I felt so excited wearing black shoes to school. Like cool like that lah.
Your friends wouldn't know if you haven't wash your shoes for a decade. That's a plus point. Unless your feet emit a smell like ammonia+durian+or any other shit odor.

Heh don't you ew me! I guess you don't wash your shoes too right. :7 Act innocent & hygiene conscious only heheh. It's the June holidays now. Ok no, it's just a typical month. But I'm glad enough that I can sleep late and wake up later woooo \(^.^\)~~(/^.^)/

SLEEP IS PRECIOUS BAYBEH

It's crazy how time is REALLY FLYING. Wake up, eat, do some school work, eat, tv AND POOF YOUR DAY IS GONE.

OH YES. My hair got into an accident. I wouldn't say that it's self inflicted, BUT I GOT REALLY DEPRESSED AFTER THAT. Just kidding. Ok so I went to the hairdresser to get my fringe cut. I wanted to try a new fringe style - side bangs. Here's the sad part, she went to chop my fringe as if it's like those long football grass.

Now I look like a dumbass because it's covering half my forehead. Not even half actually. Wah I wouldn't call it a side bangs, I don't even have enough words to describe what it's like. but it's ok since I look like.... Well me.

LOLOL, felt like shaving the whole front part botak. Then she offered, "Do you want to cut your hair too?"

"HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHHAAHAHAHAHAHA! No"

Okay haha that's like extreme exaggeration. Well on the brighter side, hair can grow! Ok alrightie time to get outta cyberspace and face reality. Have a great day guys!

HORRIBLE DAY.
I don't know why the negative vibes have been like surrounding me these days. I admit, I'm so freaking stressed out. I don't know who to trust or count on anymore. My mind's exploding.

Everything is stressing me out. kill meh.

everything's getting on my nerve. the feeling of failure plus extreme disappointment. studies are just urgh. maybe homework for a particular subject seems little. but homework times eight subjects - U MAD?!

yes i admit, maybe my time management isn't that 'bravo!' or whatever, but i'm tired. studies are things you can't compromise with, like it or not it's for your future, but some other things just reaches my boiling point.

sometimes i wish you'd understand.

Hello. <3

I've been pretty busy with choir and coping with studies at the same time these few weeks. I lurbb eu choir. <3 <3 <3

Hahaha, I still remember how everyone went around talking like that. Like hello it's 2011 now! Anyway I kind of miss the SYF Presentation Night, and perhaps the people.. And each choir practice that passes just brings me closer to choir investiture which I don't look forward to step out of choir. Even if it's next year, time flies.

And my body is aching badly due to 2.4km run this morning. 15 minutes of torture, what else! Heck the fact that I looked horrible at the finishing point when everyone was like "GO, GO, GO BASYIRAH!!" and in a really sweaty sticky uncomfortable situation so I just flashed a really ugly grin to avoid an awkward moment. But I really appreciate their cheers so that I won't stop running. And thank you Khali! for running with me and pushing me all the way till the end. <3


Urgh my lips are really dry cos i don't know what happened. I don't like putting on lip balm cos it feels as if i kissed a puddle of oil. (not like i tried it before)

Okay I shall do my homework and sleep. Body's aching like mad oh my god.
8 more weeks to holidays! Aw shit that's like 2 months.

Hasta la vista.

First week of school is over. I'm happy I pull through 7 days of bullshit.
Well week 2 is just twice of the bullshitness.

URGHRUHGURGHURGHURGH.

Frankly, I don't hate school, I just dislike the way some people's attitude are like. I know bitches are everywhere, but urgh. But still, the best revenge is to sit and just smile at the person. I'll learn to be more patient. But of course there's always another alternative, which is to slap the person with words.

But I'd like to thank my best friends for always being there for me. Not forgetting my family, of course. I'm so excited for SYF Showcase! Except for the fact that I'm gonna bun my hair + pin up fringe for the whole day. Bun with fringe down still looks sassy, but without is just like auntie!

Okay bye sch tmr.

Hello pipz.

First day of school was not bad! Quite awesome. But waking up was like hell. HELL I TELL YOU. Since it's the start of the new term, I tried to motivate myself by staying awake and really trynna absorb all the shits.

But I think a no-maths day on Monday also helps lessen the Monday Blues I was having. But shit, there's maths tomorrow. Confirm + chop they're gonna spam us with loads of homework again. Homework is good for practice, but having too much homework just kills.

Herpderp, I'll still have to deal with it. But since there's choir for more than half of the day tomorrow, so I guess we can slow down a bit.

MATHS U SUCK. I HATECHU MATHS. ): okbye, ohmygod there's choir tomorrow! yoddeleheehoo.

Hey guys. It's been so long since I posted, school holidays are like ending already, sigh. ): ): ):

Gotta say that this holiday is the most fruitful one cos I did lotsa things other than rotting at home doing homework. Like going to Indonesia, smiling at random people until they smile back hahaha. And trying to follow the Indonesian accent, while mine was an epic failure.

And for the first time! I bought books at the "Borders"-like bookstore in the airport. But I haven't even finish reading an entire chapter, thanks to homework. Also made friends with those from TN, they are so awesome and friendly.

OH YES. My first birthday overseas. I was so :') when a blind man, together with everyone at the restaurant sang a birthday song for me. Of course, not knowing what to do, I ended up clapping like a retarded seal, heheh.

And going to Christina's house to play with her pets and got shitted by a Chinchilla. And yaknow, it looked like black grains of rice, haha. And the nice $10 black awesome blouse I chose for her *honoured*.

Oh not forgetting the Bukit Timah recce trip! I remembered ShiTing saying "Eh I smell waffles eh" then I was like "Omg no lah, I smell bandung." and my epic jumpshot while going down the hill! Not forgetting the part when I slide down the rocks and the wound looked like tiger stripes. Kool but pain like shiat.

Gaaaaah I just ate and I feel so hungry. ):
Anyway, Bruno Mars rocks!!!!



And haha, Maroon 5 too!!
Bye. Argh homework.